VINCENT CHENG.

Like duhhhhh~

We had a tiff yesterday & I purposely put the photo of me & Amir as my facebook's profile photo to spite him. I think I said a lot of nonsense to him when we quarrelled. I told him to fuck another girl. LOL. It was stupid. So anyway, I went to his house early today. I spam call his phone like 50 over times because he didn't pick up my calls. From Tampines call him until I reach Yishun, still never pick up. Even when I reach his doorstep also never pick up. Ugh. I had to wait outside his house like a fugitive while I play with my laptop. Not the first time it happen already okay!!

End up he went to Northpoint and only saw me sitting outside his house like some asshole when he came back home. Walau, I also want to go there one leh. Never tell me. :/

Watched Shin Chan anime at his house. Before heading off for dinner with his father.

One last kiss. And then he's off to camp. ):

BUT HE'S GONNA FETCH ME FROM SCHOOL NEXT MONDAY! :D

My perfect Saturday. I shall not ruin it by thinking of you. My heart hurts.

Cabbed to church today. I was early!! (: Dinner at Tampines Mall after service. I finally purchased 2 tops online and I'm waiting for them to arrive in my mailbox! I seriously need to buy clothes for next semester because 3/4 of my wardrobe is inappropriate for my course. :/

UT3 is this coming Monday! Need to start studying already. I'm dreading this. Ughhhhhhh~

Webcam.Made my own supper out of peanut butter and cornflakes. Very unhealthy to the max, but I WAS HUNGRY. I don't really like peanut butter though, I prefer nutella! I remember I made nutella + banana sandwich before! But I think I didn't slice the banana thin enough. :/

1. 3 slices of bread. I know I should have taken 2 instead of 3.
2. Spreading the creamy think peanut butter
3. Cornflakes!
4. Bread, penut butter, cornflakes, bread!
5. Me no like bread crust. Bleh.
6. Takes a bite. *crunch crunch.

Oh, my dad just got home from overseas, don't know where he went, too lazy to keep track also. He brought pocari sweat sachets for me! It's an isotonic drink that tastes like 100 plus or H2O. Best thing is, I can drink it cold!!

1,2,3,4,: I ♥ pocari sweat.

I SHALL GO MAKE ANOTHER ONE NOW! :D

Dear M,

Everyone likes second chances, but I don't think you deserve one. Just die, please. Your existence makes me sick.

N.

I know judging someone by their first impression is bad. But I can't help it. His hair = bird nest.

Oh, try typing "shrek" in the search box (right sidebar). I was blogging about him.

I've only had one heartbreak in my whole life because I've only had one serious (ex) relationship. The one that broke my heart the hardest? I'm sure you can guess who he was. LH.

After our breakup, I did some really really crazy things, some I won't mention because it's really personal. Oh, we threw paper balls at the girl you're sitting with. HAHAHA, bitch. & I got myself a new piercing! But I cried for days after our relationship ended. Seeing him in school after our breakup was like putting my heart in a stone motar and him using a pestle to crush my already crystallized heart. ): But it's okay, I've got a better boyfriend now. *pokes Vincent*

I remember you said this to me.

做人要拿得起，放得下。

Dear darling/baobei/sunshine/boyfriend/asshole/eh/handsome/sweetheart/love/laogong/qing ai de,

I was lying on the bed thinking about you, again. And I realised that we've never been friends before. I mean, you were my friend's boyfriend's friend. That's how I got to know you. And you got my number through Eunice! (HAHA, cute.) Ohohoh, remember the very first time we went out together with your friends? You were so shy, you didn't even look at me, and I still remember I had to rush home to do my POA homework after a classmate called. Yeah, stupid first impression I gave you. Then we went out again to Far East, then to Pasir Ris park, and that night, you asked me to be your girlfriend! Aww, so sweet! But then hor, you told Eunice that you felt very pekchek whenever you sms me right? Cos I always send 1 word replies. Lol. Then like 2 days after we got together, I ton with you and your friends at Woodlands. And then like few weeks into our relationship, I wanted to break up with you because of LH then I came to 213 alone, and I cried like some pussy like that. Eh, first time I cry infront of you leh. But in the end we nvr break up la. Oh talking about 213, do you still remember how you first held my hands?!?! I always remind you of that so that I can see you shy shy. Haha. There were times when I was unfaithful to you, I still remember your fucked up friend hollering "betrayer" in the background while you were on the phone with me. Darling, I'm glad you chose to forgive and stay with me despite all your friends' objection. Yeah, I was a bitch and they didn't like what I was doing to you. I'm really sorrie. Then you brought me to meet your family. At first I was quite apprehensive to the idea because I was afraid that they don't like me. Even up till now, I still ask you if your father/sisters got complain anything about me or not. I spend too much time in your house, your father has to pay for an additional person when we go out and eat, your family has to accomadate to my food selection, and I take up majority of the bed space. Actually it's because I keep hugging you so every inch you move, I will snuggle towards you, then you'll be falling off the bed. Hehe. I like the way you sleep. You snore! Really! I used to hate it when you're sleeping, I remember the days when you would sleep for hours when I came to your house and we will quarrel about this matter. But I can see the changes now, you don't sleep when I'm around. Now that you're in NS, I keep spamming your wall like nobody's business. If you're his friend, you can see a page full of my shit. I'm trying to reduce my wall posts. I scared I kena blocked. Really eh. Will get blocked one lor. Which crazy girl would write at someone's wall like 100 times a day? ME. Tsk tsk. Why liddat? You said that ever since I joined CHCC ministry, I've been singing children songs to you just to irritate you. I can't sing and my voice is horrible, but I still sing to you. Annoying bitch. Whenever I sing, you come and tickle me. There's so many things I like about you. Even though we're never been friends before, when we first started out, our relationship was very rocky. But now, I feel like I'm very open to you. I can show you my armpits and ask you whether you can see my armpit hairs or not. LOL. Shhh... I said I'm going to propose to you on 29th Feb if you don't propose to me. See, I'm so tiong xim to you wor! When I become your wife, I'll cook for you k? I can only cook vegetables because I don't want to touch raw meat and don't think about fish either. If there's like, instant meat or something, then you'll be eating plenty of that. I'll make the best wife of the century! Muahahaha. You're proud of me right? Okay la, you say I think too much, I really think I think too much. But you know what? You're the best boyfriend! Okay, since I said you're the best boyfriend, next week must buy chocolates for me k? I got my period now, so I must abstain from chocolates but you know how much I love chocolates, I'll die within the next 72 hours if there's no chocolate in me. Remember to bring pocari sweat for me when you book out leyyy. Omg, I'm talking about food now, I should stop. And I really need to sleep. Well, Bb, that's about what I wanted to say to you. Pretty crazy right? I know you'll take maybe half an hour to read this chunk? Hehe.

You. W.

How should I describe you? You're good for the bad and bad for the good. I can't decide which one I am either.

You're just like poison
Slowly moving through my system
Breaking all of my defenses with time
You're just like poison and i just don't get it
How can something so deadly feel so right

Terri & Merrill's SOT graduation with Sunday service 4-6 teachers & Gabby. Spot me.

Went to serve yesterday morning. Oh, the person I wish I could be? Someone closer to children. Yes, I'm one step closer to that wish because of my ministry. Happy teacher's day.

I'm in pain. );