09' Literature students would understand what the title means. It's a short story from Island Voices by Tan Hwee Hwee.
I just had a talk with my mummy, she said that my father loves me. He has been loving me since I was in my mother's womb. And mummy also said one thing, that one sentence that made me tear the moment I heard it. I am a gift sent from God. Even IUD can't kill me. After mummy gave birth to Karen, she had inserted an IUD as a birth contraceptive. I wasn't supposed to exist. That IUD was supposed to kill me. But it didn't. At that period, when mummy found out that she was pregnant, she immediately removed the IUD. Even papa was worried for me. He was worried for my life, my safety. I've never really thought that my father cared for me until now. Thinking back, he had really provided more than what I had asked for. He gave me an mp3 player, even when I didn't ask for it. He bought me a pink DS when he saw that I liked playing his white DS, he bought me an iPhone when I merely commented that an iPhone is better than an itouch. Even when I lost the phone after 1 day, (yes, saddening, I cried myself to sleep) he wasn't angry at me. I didn't realise how much my father loved me until recently. He has never expressed his love for me, or any of my sisters, before. But now I know he loves loves loves me. To think that I used to cateogorise him under 'stranger', when he was at home.. I'm sorry papa.
xoxo,
Sharon.
Bb, had guard duty on Friday, so he didn't get to book out. Aww, that was out 1st year together. But anyway, I met him early on Saturday! 
See, I decorated his photoframe. I had told him earlier that I bought a surprise for him, and he thought of those super kinky surprises. Tsk tsk. Ended up with a sticker from Paper Market. But cute mah, right?
We went to The Icing Room to decorate our cake! Quite small luh, but it's only for 2 people. Why bother to buy such a big cake? 
And Bb asked me to take a photo of his muscles. -.-
I FINALLY GOT MY PAY! YEAH YEAH! Okay, I mentioned in my fb that I had a job which pays me $94/day right? Well, Eunice & I were fired. First time in my life I got fired can. When I met Bb after I left the workplace, I cried. ): My ex-supervisor suck balls man! But, I got a new job like 3 days later. HAHA, POWER RIGHT?! It's quite tiring tho, at Suntec lor. Need 1 hour travelling time. Sian.
So anyway, Bb and I went to IMM to find Johnson @ Esprit, then to Daiso! I didn't know everything there costs $2 until Bb told me. I thought he was kidding. Oops.
He's my Snow White. I'm his honey bunny.
There! I wrote this while working! I was bored you see, and I was supposed to do stock counting but I was too negligent to count all of them. Eh, I sell bags, bracelets, bangles, earrings, rings, mirrors, mirror sets, hairclips, display accessories and necklaces. You expect me to count all of them?! The bags already got almost 100 lor. WANT ME DIE AH?!
I'm working at Suntec Tower 1. 2nd floor. Come buy things from me, I give you discount. Deal? 
And breadtalk got this bread, topped with hashbrowns and cheese, very nice. I end work always go buy their bread to eat. $1.40 only. Go buy go buy! Super delicious. Their cheese is like LJS cheese like that. Thank God tomorrow got no work, I'm going for my facial tomorrow. Like finally.
Hi people. First things first. I got into the lousiest poly in Singapore. Actually, I should have known I would be in this poly because, it was my 3rd choice, and the other 2 choices which I put before my choice were new courses which had to depend on student intake. O.o Early Childhood in TP so popular meh? I want to go also cannot. But it's okay, because my course is fun! Except the school is not fun. People look down on RP students you know..
Anyway, I've got photos from my phone. Sorry for the lousy quality uh. I still can't find my USB cable for my camera.
Vincent accompanied me to church [I forgot when]. He's my handsome army boy boy now. (: And his hair is super nice to rub man! I bought that shirt for him!
Take a closer look! Teehee. A bit obscene luh. I forced him to like it and wear it. 
And lastly, a whiteboard drawing. I like drawing my sun like that. So cute right?
That sucks.
Okay, what happened during the past few days? Well, there are some unfortunate events, and some very very fortunate events too. I'm not going to elaborate cuz it's gonna make me look more pathetic than ever, so that's that.
3 more days to our 1st year. ARE YOU HAPPY?!
I sent like 5 smses to Bb and he never reply me ): NS is really stealing him from me lor. Nehhhmind, Saturday I can go find him. And we can go gai gai! Hehe, it's been weeks since we went out together, and when I say out, I don't mean Northpoint. I mean to town! Hehe. He's become much tanner(sp?) now, and he has muscles! But I very lonely lor, last time I can meet him like 4 days a week, even during my O level period, I still go his house after school. Sighs. 2 years, not sure if I can tahan or not. Must wait until he POP first.
Anyway, Eunice & I found a job. I was quite wary at first, thinking that I'll totally hate the job. But no leh, first day still quite okay. But I not sure if I can stay in that job for long. Eunice & I agreed if we were to get tired of working, we must make the manager fire us. Bahahah. Looosers. But for now, just work luh. Work until I tired, earn lots of ching ching and spend it with Bb. Hoho. But I'm afraid I'll get tired cuz its night shift. If I work until march, I can get around $2000 plus! GOOD OR NOT?
Bb got to book out on Friday! I'd be so disappointed if he were to stay for RT even for one day. But thank God he passed his 2.4km run. We went to Xin Wang HK cafe to celebrate my O level results! (I know my results weren't superb, but still must celebrate right?) Awesome array of delicacies, makes me wanna order like everything on the menu. Haa, kidding. Stayed with him until 2am.
You know what I did? I refused to let him sleep or even take a nap. Yeah, bitch. I know my boyfriend is tired cuz of his training in the day, yet I still stopped him from closing his eyes. WHY AH?! Worse thing is, I told him that I was going to cry if he really closes his eyes, and I actually did. Bah. What a loser, Sharon. -.- Sorry my army boy boy. I just don't like seeing you sleep luh. It makes me feel..... angry/sad/loney/abandoned/unworthy/unloved. YOU KNOW OR NOT?!
But nonetheless, I know you still love me. (:
Part VII: Rat catching
Tagged along with my uncle & co. to hunt for rats! The journey there was filled with overgrown trees, steep slopes, acorns, fallen tree branches, and red ants. But alas, we reached here! Heaps of haystacks, home to the rats.
You should have seen how he broke the rats' bone. So ruthless, but it wow-ed me.
Hello.
My cousin, married.
Oh you should see them positioning themselves to catch the rats who flee out of their home.
AHHHH FRENZY. LOOK AT MY MAMA!
Little pests, soon to be slaughtered.
F* my face. 
Now, this is gross. My grandma slicing the rat's body.
CLICK CLICK CLICK! 
Now, let's eat dinner!
Before shopping at the night bazaar. The things there super cheap okay!
After I cam back!
You'll see this at the airport.
And this too.
Hello Singapore. (:
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